The struggles of Love and Autism

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"I have an autistic daughter, I love the way you have expressed here your frustration, & your joy! Hang in there, have faith & trust in your man, he loves you just the way you are, I’m certain!!!"

Being Autistic, it is sometimes hard to have a relationship... there are struggles, that make it hard work.... but sometimes if you find the right person, love can overcome anything.

Meltdowns are never fun

They don't do any good

They always seem

To freakin hurt someone.

I didn't want to feel like this

No, It definitely wasn't planned,

I know it is my fault but

I hope you understand.

Being Autistic,

There will always be these days

and no matter how much I try and stop it

They will never go away.

Some days are easy,

I am able to hold on,

Keep my feelings in check,

Pretend that they are gone.

Other days not so much

I am sorry to say

For this who I am

I hope you will still stay

It is hard sometimes

To figure out what is wrong

For deep inside, I feel like

A Giant game of ping pong

Don't have the words to describe

what the fuck I feel,

All I know is

You seem to be getting the raw deal

Eventually it will get easier,

I really hope it fuckin does

Maybe then you will

Forgive me, maybe just because.

I know it doesn't help any

On the days that you are stressed,

For both of us hurting,

It really does become one huge mess

Give us both time,

I know we can be strong

Your the one I want to be with

There is no where else I belong

You make me happy,

When no one else ever could

Just seeing your smiles

They make me feel way too good.

Submitted: February 17, 2021

Romance love pain sad autism meltdown

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Spyguy

I have an autistic daughter, I love the way you have expressed here your frustration, & your joy! Hang in there, have faith & trust in your man, he loves you just the way you are, I’m certain!!!

Wed, February 17th, 2021 6:49am

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Thank you so much for taking the time to read this, means so much, especially coming from someone who understands how autism works and yes I am sure he does love me just the way I am.

:)

Wed, February 17th, 2021 3:39am