The World crashing down on me

Feeling like my world is crashing down on me

My family resents me

my youngest wants nothing to do with me

Fearing the worst 

Preparing for the next breakdown 

Got my feelings on lockdown 

Turn my anger into a bubble of fear 

Fear creeps to the surface and now I feel worthless 

I don’t know what I did to deserve this 

Fighting the emotions trying to find my purpose 

Will the cries vented ever feel worth it 

I’m ready for nothing but scared to crumple to the floor 

Working through the hurt creating allure 

Will I break my heart evermore 

My anxiety bursts out of me and now there’s nothing more than the shell of what I used to be