In the background of the Franco-Prussian war of 1870, two girls form a deep friendship that follows them throughout the years, pushing against family expectations placed upon them, as well as challenging their own individual ambitions. As they struggle with identity, independence, and loyalty to one another, their friendship evolves through love, betrayal, and a shared yearning for freedom denied to them. This journey of eventually culminates in a forbidden passion, setting off a chain of events that brings about unforeseen consequences.

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Prologue

It began, as such things often do in the early years of one's life, with a chance encounter within the walls of our modest schoolroom. Tw... Read Chapter

I

In the distant horizon of my childhood memories, there is one thread that stands out with the clarity of a sunlit morning. When I reached... Read Chapter

II

Papa's discourse on the subject of defeatists, however, piqued my curiosity. It was not merely the novelty of the term that captivated me... Read Chapter

III

My parents discussed at length about the various branches of the Goulet family, recalling the information obtained from close friends and... Read Chapter

IV

The first few times I visited Liliane's home on Rue de Condé, I was utterly dumbfounded. The house was a whirlwind of activity, with not... Read Chapter

V

In the following year of 1870, Paris found itself poised on the precipice of a violent transformation. After the inevitability of war wit... Read Chapter

VI

One morning, after arriving at school, I found the teachers and pupils all taking refuge in the basement of the building. My parents and ... Read Chapter

VII

The pleasures I experienced in those halcyon days were boundless in their profusion, yet eluded the grasp of simple description, much lik... Read Chapter

VIII

On the fourteenth of July, we took part in the national celebration of Bastille Day. The mood on the streets was sombre and resigned, and... Read Chapter

IX

Months had passed since I had almost been separated from Liliane. In that time, my parents, compelled by a series of events that seemed t... Read Chapter

X

Around the same time, Liliane frequently invited me to her own apartment. Being more spacious and airy than my own, it offered us a place... Read Chapter

XI

Once, however, she hurt me bitterly. It left a wound I felt lingering like a shadow for the entire school holiday. That particular year, ... Read Chapter

XII

Today, the fog of time has lifted, and I find myself understanding the suspicion that clouded the eyes of that resentful woman. The truth... Read Chapter

XIII

Nevertheless, when at last I returned to the smoke-veiled spires of Paris, a suffocating panic seized me. My mind swirled with relentless... Read Chapter

XIV

The adults who loomed large in our young lives wore their past experiences like tarnished armour, their bitterness a patina of disappoint... Read Chapter

XV

The closing days of that school term brought the greatest joy and elation of my childhood. It was Madame Goulet herself who extended the ... Read Chapter

XVI

I had expected Liliane to be waiting for me at the station in Nevers when I stepped onto the platform, squinting in the afternoon sun. Th... Read Chapter

XVII

As we neared the estate, its stately façade loomed forbiddingly larger, casting long shadows across the gardens. I took a deep breath, s... Read Chapter

XVIII

In the dimly lit halls, the faint notes of a piano's melodies rippled through the air, accompanied by the sweet voices of children singin... Read Chapter

XIX

Liliane didn't mention Philippe during the days that followed, and I didn't dare to be the first to bring him up. Each morning, she knock... Read Chapter