Unworthy

I feel so unworthy.

I don’t believe I’m an appropriate investment of other’s time.

I think they’re better off forgetting me because I won’t be be able to give the return due to them.

I’m just not in a place to accept the unconditional.

I can’t seem to let myself receive until I love me more.

I don’t know if I’m ready to love me more.

Years of patterns have taught me to disregard myself.

Parts of me I love and I’m proud of, but other things have me believing I’m too damaged.

I don’t want someone to give what I can’t reciprocate.

I’m embarrassed to even think and struggle with this, but it’s where I’m at.