I feel numb,
Everything feels quiet,
Outside I come across as normal,
But inside my mind there's a riot,
One I'm struggling to contain,
All my efforts failed,
I don't know what else I can do,
My sanity has derailed,
I'm trying to find peace,
But I'm finding none,
I used to be happy,
But my happiness has gone,
It has reached a point where this struggle hurts,
It has reached a point where I reject my worth,
Everyone says I'm worth a lot,
But inside my head, I believe I'm not,
Inside my head, I'm as useless as can be,
Inside my head, there's no regard for me,
Positivity is hard to come by,
Especially when you feel you're not worth the time,
Especially when you feel you're an obstruction to others,
I've befriended darkness, and made an enemy out of colour,
That's why there's no colour in my life,
That's why I struggle to get things right,
I've always helped others get their life on track,
But very quickly forgot about the state of mine,
I don't know what's going to happen tomorrow or the day after,
I may find peace or it could be a disaster,
My life is like a book with unlimited chapters,
I hope one day I find happiness and laughter.
Submitted: February 11, 2025
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RazorBlade
Superb work. Nice job.
Thu, February 13th, 2025 8:23pmAuthor
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Thank you sir for reading my poem and leaving me a comment!
Thu, February 13th, 2025 12:41pm