Contradiction

I'm a suicidal man that wants to live until the world ends.

I'm a man that wears a mask yet holds his heart in his hand

I'm a complete fake that really hates to lie.

I'm a fountain of good advice that speaks to the deaf kind.

I'm the guy that's full of uncertain facts.

I'm the guy that wants to protect everyone for himself.

I'm the one who has the longest past without ever having a future.

I'm the one who wants order while loving the chaos.

I'm the most cautious man that's covered in scars.

I'm the most scared man that's barely been harmed.

I'm very kind to the ones I cause pain.

I'm very good at healing when I'm hurting in my head.