It’s difficult to be me,
My mind is always ticking,
I’m trying to be a better person,
I’ve got a history of slipping,
Every time I try to improve,
My mind takes over my heart,
My heart is saying change for the better,
And my mind is telling me that I can’t,
It’s a constant battle,
Each and every single day,
I try so hard,
And it hurts in multiple ways,
I’ve been fighting this battle for many years,
I’ve got so many psychological bruises,
They told me that life is a gift,
But they didn’t tell me that it can be this ruthless,
Some days I want to be a good guy,
And some the baddest person on earth,
But every day I find I’m asking myself,
What is it actually worth?
Both lifestyles call for different things,
Sacrifices have to be made,
I guess the question here is,
Pain for permanent pleasure,
Or pleasure for permanent pain?
Submitted: February 25, 2025
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