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Ella’s 15th birthday party is fast approaching, but it’s not just the theme that’s making her nervous. Struggling to keep secrets, from her past to the friends she’s trying to make, Ella faces a world that isn’t always kind to those who don’t fit the mold. When a mysterious boy starts to see through her carefully constructed life—and when one of her friends is hiding her own dark struggle—Ella realizes that some secrets are harder to keep than others.

Will Ella’s truth ever come out? Or will the weight of her fears break her first?

Find out in The New Girl.

Table of Contents

Part 1 — Monday

Part 1: Monday   Secrets are like rocks in your backpack. Their weight deforms you, bends you low, drags you down. You have ... Read Chapter

Part 2 — Three Whole Days

Part 2: Three Whole Days   My name is Ella Stevenson and when I was born the doctors made a mistake. It wasn’t their fault... Read Chapter

Part 3 — Monday Evening

Part 3: Monday Evening   After my grandma had deadnamed me, my mom came and found me crying in my room. “She doesn’t... Read Chapter

Part 4 — Tuesday

Part 4: Tuesday When I was turning 8 years old, I asked my parents if I could have a pirate party for my birthday. They agreed and as... Read Chapter

Part 5 — Tuesday Evening

Part 5: Tuesday Evening    I spent the rest of the day at school terrified that Bobby Brandon and his gang of alpha mal... Read Chapter

Part 6 — Wednesday

Part 6: Wednesday   I managed to avoid Bobby for the whole day at school. I was surprised by that. Maybe I’d been wrong ab... Read Chapter

Part 7 — Thursday

Part 7: Thursday    When I woke up in the morning my eyes were all puffy. I hadn’t let my mom see that I’d been cry... Read Chapter

Part 8 — Thursday Night

Part 8 — Thursday Night   When I got home, I was still buzzing with the successes of the day. Sure, I’d been asked to re... Read Chapter

Part 9 - Friday Night

Part 9: Friday Night    I’d never been to a state soccer tryout before. I mean, I’m pretty good, but I’d always... Read Chapter

Part 10 - Saturday

Part 10 — Saturday    It was Saturday and the day of my party (and I’ve never been more nervous about anything in... Read Chapter

Part 11 - Sunday Morning

Part 11: Sunday Morning   It’s funny how two words can make the difference between happiness and misery. As I watched Bo... Read Chapter

Part 12 - Sunday Afternoon

Part 12 — Sunday Afternoon   When we got through the door, I could tell my dad had been pacing. The rug was all scuffed ... Read Chapter

Part 13 - Twelve Years Old

Part 13 — Twelve Years Old   There was a happy time in my life once. When I was 12 years old and still in my discovery ... Read Chapter

Part 14 - Monday

Part 14 — Monday    I didn’t tell anyone about my half-yin-yang pendant of hope, but I wore it underneath my s... Read Chapter

Part 15 - Rafa's Fingers

Part 15 — Rafa’s Fingers   Rafael Couzins had the smoothest fingers I’ve ever known on anyone. Boy or girl. There we... Read Chapter

Part 16 - Monday Night

Part 16 — Monday night   I was silent in the car ride home with my mom. All I could think about across the whole hour-lo... Read Chapter

Part 17 - Bathroom Blues

Part 17 — Bathroom Blues   It was twelve days into my secret relationship with Rafa Couzins and the shine was starting t... Read Chapter

Part 18 - Tuesday

Part 18 — Tuesday   Nothing important that happens in school happens in lesson times. In recess: sure. Before and after ... Read Chapter

Part 19 - Tuesday Afternoon

Part 19 — Tuesday Afternoon   When your heart is breaking, it seems like everything happens all at once. Like a waterfal... Read Chapter

Part 20 - Invite Me Over

Part 20 — Invite Me Over   When I was 13 years old, I loved a boy once. His name was Rafa Couzins. I still feel bad abou... Read Chapter

Part 21 - Wednesday Morning

Part 21 — Wednesday Morning   “Ella, Bobby Brandon is a player,” Jessie proclaimed. “He’s been with half the gir... Read Chapter

Part 22 - Wednesday Afternoon, part 1

Part 22 - Wednesday Afternoon, Part 1   My lessons after recess were one, long, drawn-out anxiety attack. Jessie wasn’... Read Chapter

Part 23 - Disgust

Part 23 — Disgust   The most disgusting I ever felt in my life was earlier this year, at the start of 9th grade.  ... Read Chapter

Part 24 - Wednesday Afternoon, part 2

Part 24 -  Wednesday Afternoon, Part 2   “What are you two disgusting children doing in here?!”   Th... Read Chapter

Part 25 - Thursday, part 1

Part 25 - Thursday, part 1   I didn’t go into school on Thursday. Anna was home too. She mostly stayed in her room. I’... Read Chapter

Part 26 - Thursday, part 2

Part 26 — Thursday, part 2   Conversations feel different online from face to face. There’s less nervousness for one. ... Read Chapter

Part 27 - Thursday, part 3

Part 27 - Thursday, part 3   Since I was 12 years old, I’ve been collecting rocks. Hard and heavy and misshapen; secrets... Read Chapter

Part 28 - Heartbreak

Part 28 — Heartbreak   I awoke around midnight in terrible pain. The house was still. The hall was dark. The low drone o... Read Chapter

Part 29 - Sleep/Over

Part 29 — Sleep/Over   It was Jessie’s mom who picked up the call when it finally went through. She looked tired an... Read Chapter

Part 30 - Pride

Part 30 - Pride   It took a lot longer to get out of the hospital than I thought it would. Turns out having cardiomegaly req... Read Chapter


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